Damn Bad Mood! Fuck!

My fucking sister got me into bad mood AGAIN! What the hell!? All I did was asking for the money for the exam preparations and she was like she will not pay a single sen for it. And she probably will blame me for not getting graduated and getting a full time job after that. But what can I do when she did not do what she was supported to do? Who will pay the payment? And I knew I can get nothing much without money.

        Ok, let's forget about that bitch. I guess I have met someone who is good for me. He asked me to go on a serious relationship with him but I did not accept because I think its better to know more about him and let him learn more about me before we really step into the more serious relationship. Well, I gonna keep secrets about me. So all I can say is although he does not look good but I am sure he will be a good lover.

        I never know why love things come so fast to me and sometimes I do think that love is like a game. But please do not misunderstood me as a playboy. I do like to spend most of the time on love and I always put it before almost everything and sometimes, even myself. I am thinking of moving to Taiwan and get a brand new life there after 3 years of hard working and life experiencing in Malaysia. So that means I gonna save money and plan well to get the plan succeed. Why do I choose Taiwan? Perhaps its because its a great place to me. I love the style... its like you can be yourself and you do not have to do much lies. What will I work as if I were in foreign country? Well... always the same, a professional stylist.

        I have to admit I am an emotional person who spends most of his time on emotional problems and always got himself suffered from these stupid problems! >.< AHHH!!! After writing these emotional things, I feel much better now and peace has return back to me. Honestly, I have been obsessed with Bruno Mars lately. The reasons? Well, he is nice and making great songs and music. He is doing so well and I really love his songs especially Grenade and Just The Way You Are. I have to say something about Grenade. Its touching yet hurting. Its an emotional song and I guess I can understand the feelings in his song. I always love emotional songs and I love to sing these songs although sometimes I really got pulled down (the moods) by the songs.

        I do not know what will come to me. All I want is peaceful lifestyle and someone who really cares and loves me will remain loyal and faithful to me. I have been betrayed by someone in love and I do not wanna see the same things happen again. God bless you and you guys! Bye bye~ ^^.